I haven't written on this in a long time

So I haven't been writing on this for a while but u could say I've been doing pretty well for myself I'm still finishing my profolio and working on my college applications now I'm watching this crazy vamp movie

Me pt. 2

Well in the last post I know you guys are so confused but let me tell you my story. I grew up in a area called Utica NY. As I said I'm black and my life is more crazy then a book could ever explain. My parent split when I was a baby but my mom took care of me. I was taught to love everybody. But I was a lil spoiled too I have a brother too he okay in life. So let start from school well I can say I went to Hugh elementary school, honestly it was okay school I'm kind of lying that school was very racist like I was the only dark brown child there. There was other black kids but they was light skinned so they was set all ready in life What I mean by that is see up in the upper north in the 1990 era they really didn't want dark children to succeed in life. But I made it, I not going to lie it was hard I would get teased pick on and push around into I learn how to protect myself but that didn't stop them they keep going. They really didn't like me and I didn't like myself too because I always wonder why no one like me I didn't have no one to talk to about this at the time and I was a very quiet child at start anyway so I only tell my mom recent things that happen if it bad. But through the year I made it good thing they passed that no child left behind act cause they would of just keep me there and wouldn't of cared like so serious. But my mom transfer me from that school to another elemtray school she said I would of never made it out because of them. So I went to Kernan elemtray school which was my 5 grade class now I know I was so excited because I wanted to go to middle school so bad and I just recently moved to a new area it was Matthews ave beautiful house really big and amazing like for real it was actually a great school for me I can say I was very smart I knew only like one person there. But I made a lot of friends in there we still are friends to this day. But yeah it was easy I made it out of there and was doing good I passed 5 grade and now I'm going to middle school lol. It was actually great well not for the fact my first day I beat up some kid he was bothering me so I just beat him up no one messed with me in six grade which was great. Everything was going good I meet more friends too Amanda and the twins and idk everyone else but I really was very popular in my school like I really was then I made amanda popular too well she did it on her own but hey when popular kids are there everyone respect them I made it through it all and made it to the top and I was staying there. But I was a asshole to some people I made fun of some people I was evil to people but that what happened when you forget what you went through cause you made it back on top you know. So I passed that year and then it hit me 7 grade I feel I will not recommend this grade to anyone cause it make you or break you through making it in life trust me. When I say that I was on the edge of both I would yell at teacher be rude fight lots of kids and then just still try to keep my grade up soon I started to hang out with the kids on the block that skip school smoke some weed and drink and party. I meet a lot of people too I was falling apart my mom try to get me back on track but it wasn't working really. Soon I started to be even more bad I started to steal with them I never got caught cause I look so innocent that no one will ever notice me steal soon we started to do house before you know it we was the best kids at doing this we made more money then any kid our age knew about our parent was away on work so we use to go to my house cause it was bigger we use to sell half the things we keep some we even use to get more kids to do it. Until one day it all went bad I lost my phone at one of the houses so I ha to go back and get it so I did. Now I never seen a cop car cause I lived in a really nice middle class area so I wasn't really paying attention to them but they pick me up brought me to the station and I spilled yeah I know rat do that but if your parent never taught about cops and you never seen them what do you do ? Well I know now but I just told on myself really but they got caught then bring me into there charges too when I never rated them out but my self. So then I was soo scared that I ran away cause I didn't know what to do really you know I was only 12 at the time about to be 13. So what I did was got as much money as I possible can get and I seen this credit card so I open it and activated yeah I know how to do that and it told me there was 10k on there so I was gone bought new clothes a iPod cause that just came out and the voyage too oh and I bought the new toshiba laptop too I was set. I made a bus ticket to Miami florida where I was chillen life was good hey before you ask where I can up with this I seen it in movies so that how I knew about them but time went by like five months and so ran out of money kid got to eat you know. So I turned myself in by this time they called my mom and they book me I went to there jail for younger kids it was okay I guess no one really bother me I was just a cool kid really so I made it out there a investergater sorry cant spell but he got me and bring me back to new York were I stay at a Syracuse placement green suit then a Albany placement blue suit then a non secure in Watertown sweat and sweater blue too after a few months go by it was easy I guess then they sent me home with a ankle braclet on I cut it off and left got brought back to the huge he sent me back to Albany then Watertown then I went to vanderhyden hall out in troy which is Albany the D.U then from there I knew if I went back I was going to have to go do school back over when I'm supposed to do high school so I had one more year before that I'm 14 right now so I went back to vanderhyden hall for a year meet some amazing people there still till this day I still say that cause they really was they help me make who I am really which is great. So now I'm about to go home and go to high school I graudated there knowing I was supposed to be way back ahead but I'm back and now I have to finish these four year before I can lie my life I had up and down on the way I try to whiten my skin I try to kill myself but hey I still made it through really thank me. But I started high school was bad got kick out then came back 10/11 grade was tough cause I had to really hold my tongue now I'm here a senior and that my story sorry had to make it short it got boring after awhile to me lol yeah your life can get you bored too. So now you know my story and the reason I'm doing this blog really

Me pt. 1

When I listen to music I feel so great. Like no one Can touch me I feel happy I put all the bad things behind me. The important thing about me is you can attack me how ever you want. But I will still be proud of who I am. I know it sound corny but I made it in life stay tuned for the next one.

TGIF ( Thank god it Friday)

Well let say today was a adventure I can say. School was amazing for the second day. Everyone notice my hair an not my whole look typical high school like I work really hard to get where I am today. I had so much I had to do before school started, like clean my face from acne and make my teeth a lil whiter you know. I even bought a whole new wardrobe to throw people off this year. But I'm going to be really focused on school like I'm going to try to get everything done so I can at least past the first marketing period. Well these class will be easy on my days 2/4 cause the teacher seem pretty cool and nice. So hopefully I do my best which is great. After school had to go get my check from work, then hang out with my bro who I'm secretly in love with it crazy but yeah I am. I know it sound stupid but hey I know he got feeling to for me I hope but it okay if he don't, I can just daydream about his body and that amazing face lol. He always make the best come out of me when I hang out with him like I know I'm really safe with him. It amazing to feel that way but he convince me to get high with him I really don't but hey what the hell. As they say yolo lol I feel like the community of my other half of my ethnic try to get out there more by one way they only know. That is making words up so they can be in there own world and everyone will use it. Like a cheap hooker lol I crack my self up. But that was my day.

Fist day in the halls of my school

Well to say it way different but I look really great I seen my bestie Lisa and I chatted it up with people I'm happy to say I'm a senior to people even though they look confused yes I know I was a rebel In school but I made a promise that if I make it to my senior year I would cut the shit and get down to what I really need to get done I know some people was shocked other wasn't really carrying cause they worrying about there self for now which is great but they should still be proud of me out of all the people I made it and I know this year going to be a good year. But all my classes they do intro boring but the one class I'm going to love is my chemistry which is supper dupper fun and it was fun today I hope it like what I see in other school on tv and no one really changed well I didn't at least maybe a lil but hey it okay I'm on to my new professional world which I created and is going to take the prize for it yes I said it take that prize lol but I got home work to do so see you tomorrow guys 😘😃😄

First day of school it really early well not really

So I'm getting ready couldn't find my other shoe so sandals today but the Hollister jeans I pick was really too tight but now I got on baggy one thanks Hollister but I'm just getting ready I'm very nervous man like you just don't know today the day where I show them I was a young adult but now I'm a young man and that how this year going to be. I hope I was reading a good book it pretty crazy if you tell me lol well it 5:23 I got like 2 more hours before it begins but idk I feel like so brand new it crazy I swear I'm just going to smile all day long that it and say hi to everyone lol like I don't do that already lol well got to go get ready hope for the best wish me luck yay 😃😜

Orientation

Well orientation was okay I seen a few people but I wanted to see who was new I love that feeling when you first come some where an everyone like all happy to see you succeed in life there was a few cutie I must admit but idk well see this year.

Last week

Okay summer is almost over and I did everything I think I wanted to do. I got everything but not my jeans and bracelet but I'm about to get that this Friday can't wait. But this blog is so it keep my mind occupied through this tough time in my school I'm a 17 year old boy who is black and grew up in a place we're everyone nice. But everyone mean to so hopefully this year goes really goo and I walk across that stage smile and crying.