What goes in my head

Okay so I'm hear eating a nice cold bowl of cereal it's really early in the morning and I need to get some sleep but I can't cause I have a autobiography I have to write. Which I'm very nervous about okay I've been doing this my whole life I've been putting pieces together that don't make sense to me but other no what I'm going through. So today was a alight day I went for a walk it was very nice and entertains I guess but anywho I love it like  I had a blast I dance some of the way and just walked you know. The crazy thing about school is I wasn't supposed to be this kid that everyone like and admire cause I'm weird and don't fit in there bubble but hey who am I just a 18 year old guy that still trying to find his way in life cause I can't kill my self I'm too scared and what about this meaning to my life there not one actually its all the same but no one understand that with me, like I haven't found that one yet. In life to understanding your own reason is to go outside the box of all things and try to mister pit your life and then your next one some people say that we're all the same but we our we go out and create situations for ourself because this will be a boating life time you know this oaths egging of technology before it get bigger in years an loose what really going to happen someone going to stop what every country doing and make them a Europa why I say that we'll let just say I know how I know is because I'm supposed to know. Just like the music I listen to it that feeling I get when I hear the so g or the rhythm of it al. It means so much to me when I here that song in my head why I listens toit so  much is because that the only thing that keep me stable in my life.  Before you know it the tech become so well will make other people become slaves and do what ever we want to then because we can. Before you know it were going to have so any people In the world were going to have to eat them to get to what we really want to save our energy to save lives of other and don't worry about running out of oil or anything else like food and supply's. well goodnight I'm no done it I'm very tire even though I don't want be.