LIFE, HOPE, DREAMS

So like I fuck up really bad I missed basically a whole month went by and I've been sleeping not going to school fucking up when I shouldn't do that. I don't know how I am going to get out of this mess hopefully I have faith in myself and I do cause I really don't know what to do now. I wish there was people on my blog maybe they can help me out with this but no I'm all alone that sucks. But sometimes I wish I leAve this small town and to somewhere in life that fun and amazing and great for me to do all the things I want to do to be free and lie my life as I wanted to I didn't want to go to school I want to just live life go to town to town you know nothing else that all I wanted to do but I'm so dumb and stupid I fuck everything up in my life. But people make mistake I guess but really I don't know how to explain it I wish I can go out of these walls and be me and free forever no drama just live my life and see where it takes me